Well, I have reinstalled Tradestation, and it looks fine now. I hope it won’t failed me again tomorrow. I gotta get back to trade. Maybe I am not very satisfied with my living and working environment in Singapore. I have never had such a strong desire of moving back to my home, Malaysia. I don’t know why. Anyway, I don’t think this will happen shortly. Face the reality, it is still not the time for me to move back.My next destination is likely to be Australia.

I have been away from home for the past 10 years, studying and working. Maybe, I am getting old, (man, I am just 29), I feel like ‘ I wanna go home’. Ok, I know, I miss the bigger and spacious house, nice and better food and my car and the most important, my family,and you know, how sad it is to see parents are getting old each year when I go home and yet, I still need to leave them…..

Alrite, I need to stop this kinda random thoughts. I don’t like to slump into emotional trap like this. To realise the plan of going back, I have to start my own business, either trading or other activities that generating cash. There is no point of going back to Malaysia and working for another ‘THE MAN’ again.

Well, the song doesn’t really speak my mind, but I love line “I wanna go home…”

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I?ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
?I?m fine baby, how are you??
Well I would send them but I know that it?s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I?m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I?ve got to go home

Let me go home
‘Cause I?m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I?m living someone else?s life
It?s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I?m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I?ve had my run
Baby, I?m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I?ll be home tonight
I?m coming back home