Feeling of going home

Well, I have reinstalled Tradestation, and it looks fine now. I hope it won't failed me again tomorrow. I gotta get back to trade. Maybe I am not very satisfied with my living and working environment in Singapore. I have never had such a strong desire of moving back to my home, Malaysia. I don't know why. Anyway, I don't think this will happen shortly. Face the reality, it is still not the time for me to move back.My next destination is likely to be Australia.

I have been away from home for the past 10 years, studying and working. Maybe, I am getting old, (man, I am just 29), I feel like ' I wanna go home'. Ok, I know, I miss the bigger and spacious house, nice and better food and my car and the most important, my family,and you know, how sad it is to see parents are getting old each year when I go home and yet, I still need to leave them.....

Alrite, I need to stop this kinda random thoughts. I don't like to slump into emotional trap like this. To realise the plan of going back, I have to start my own business, either trading or other activities that generating cash. There is no point of going back to Malaysia and working for another 'THE MAN' again.

Well, the song doesn't really speak my mind, but I love line "I wanna go home..."

Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Babe I miss you, you know

And I?ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two ?I?m fine baby, how are you?? Well I would send them but I know that it?s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane Another sunny place I?m lucky I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I?ve got to go home

Let me go home 'Cause I?m just too far from where you are I wanna come home

And I feel just like I?m living someone else?s life It?s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me That this is not your dream But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home

And I?m surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone Oh, let me go home Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home I?ve had my run Baby, I?m done I gotta go home Let me go home It will all be all right I?ll be home tonight I?m coming back home